kiss marked + Dear Tree, my life just fine | M.Me-In,Sometimes love works in unexpect way..

2008/Jan/20

kiss marked + Dear Tree, my life just fine

Oh my goodness! haha

I can't help myself stop laughing

and wanna bang my head on something haha..

What happened? When I look at you I wanna say...

Don't look at me like that.

I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to do that.

No! I meant do that but I didn't mean to left it like that.

I'm sorry that I left my kiss marked on you >.<

It was a morrning kiss(my morning but yours was evenning)

It made you look funny and lovely(as always) at the same time

I shouldn't done that >.<

I hope there's noone see it.. >W<

You just too adorable...

Everytime I look at you , there's something that makes me smile.

I just gave you a gift. I'm sorry again T^T.

But that gift made me feel like that..you look funny haha.

My poor angel..

You just make my every day life full of happiness..

Even in a mistake...like this.. -..-

Forgive me >.<

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Bytheway, today(Saturday) is freezing day. I woke up at 11.30 am ^..^

It supposed to snow but till now 7.40 pm. it hasn't snow yet.

Fall season was colorfull but now it's winter...

There's no leaf on a trees..in the winter.

It seems lonely and sad but it's just resting time.

Not for so long there will be warm sun light and leaves, hug a trees again.

You're not longer lonely, tree.

As long as you're strong and have steady roots.

When it's time your leaves will be back to give you a warm gentle hug..

Waiting like that, it's a happy waiting, isn't it?

Well, what about me? what is my happiness in the winter?

Wait for a warm sun light?... not really.

My happiness is.. thinking about the day that your leaves come back to you.

My happiness is being lonely with you, tree.

Cool air, cold like this,Ii really wanna give every trees a hug.

And whisper that "please be strong,tree"

when it's hot, there's no umbrella for you.

You and your leaves give us shade,

we get shade from you to cool us down.

When it's rain, you always get wet but you're really beautiful in the rain.

I see your smiling face ^ ^

When it's cold, you let your leaves go.

It's not becoz you don't love them but you just don't want them to get cold.

You're standing alone in the winter.

Eventhough there're other trees but

I know you're missing your leaves.

But when summer comes or even sunlight.

You call your flowers and leaves to get warmth with you.

You make this earth lively.

I can't breath if I don't have you.

I wish I could be strong as much as you.

I know that some of you have to be cut but a tree is a tree.

Though people cut you down but I believe that you still be strong.

Your roots..eventhough your roots have been cut.

But you're value to be cut.

But me ..Is there anybody can't breath with out me?

hahaaha..that's a joke question.

I don't care that what's people think about me.

And I don't think that I'm weak now. I just like you.

Happy and As Mary J. Blige 's song

" Just fine"

You know I love music
And every time I hear something hot
It makes me wanna move
It makes me wanna have fun
But it's something about this joint right here
This joint right here
Its makes me wanna... Woooh

...
I like what I see when I'm looking at me
When I'm walking past the mirror
No stress through the night, at a time in my life
Ain't worried about if you feel it
Got my head on straight, I got my mind right
I aint gonna let you kill it
You see I wouldn't change my life, my life's just...
.....

Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
Just fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, ooooh
You see I wouldn't change my life, my life's just fine
....

Hahaha..

Ps. While I was typing this entry.

Hostmom " Hey Saranya I got something for you"

Me "you...got something for....me?"

Hostmom "Yes"

Me "What?"

Hostmom "Cigaretts.. haha no just kidding, that was Robert's joke(Hostdad)"

Explain about cigaretts joke : There was smoke in a house and there's alarm.

They cleaned a stoves, we talked about this and my hostdad just aked me that

you smoke? haha..that's all.

Well,

Hostmom "I got you a DVD player"